A peek at what's in my thoughts tonight.

Well today is the first day of March and it is here with a slight chilly breezy,cloudy day. I wonder what this month holds! I turn 32 this month on the 18th,but I still say I am a young chicken!! I just got to get in shape to feel the youth right? Green Day is this month and daylight set your clocks up time!! OHHH,I can just smell spring,tulips I love,Easter is coming,I just love it!! The ladies tea at church is near,shopping for the trip is near....MARCH is here!! I am thinking on good things!!

I found myself up early this morning doing what matters most in life. Spending quality time with my savior. This is something I hope that I continue to do and to not let this special time slip away...wether it is prayer,meditation,reading,or simply just drinking a cup of hot tea thinking of God and his goodness and all our many blessings. I want to grow so much more in my relation with the Lord and with my husband and children. Time flys so fast and gets away from us with busy ole life here on earth. We are only here once and I hope that I can be all God wants me to be to him,family and friends... and strangers whom can be touched by the light that God wants to continue to show to people out of all of our lives. I can't be that on my own,I don't have the strength or the discipline. But just like our family verse for the week is...I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. Phil. 4:13. I need his help!! I am so thankful God answers when I call. Aren't you?

As I think of where we are waiting for our Maiya ... I am forever grateful,I feel we are so close and hope we are. It is my prayer that we get our scrutiny this week if the Lord sees it fit to be ok. Then I get so filled with JOY thinking that the judge approving is next and then we will really be getting things together while we wait on her sweet passport. I hope this goes good too. HOPE is the word here. I am then reminded of that sweet dream that God gave me about us going to get her,and I just cannot wait. I was tucking the boys in tonight and I gave them the smooch attack before bed,kisses on the cheek, as they giggled and laughed! I was the smoochy monster,HAHA. I said boys, just wait,in about 8 weeks or less your little sister will be home with you both..laughing and playing around. Both of their faces just lit up with smiles!!:)

The past two nights I have been waking up thinking about our scrutiny gettin complete and gaurdianship! I sure believe I do need to start taking naps,if I can convince little Adyn too. Today I wasn't so good at convincing...tomorrow I will be!!LOL

There is a part of me that just hopes that I can be what Maiya needs me to be, and what the boys and Shane need all at the same time. I realize now that God doesn't expect perfection,just as long as I strive and do my best at being me. If I would just remember to put God first in it all, then I can be a brillantly multi-tasked wife and mommy!! Such a rewarding part of life,even when I mess up,cause then I just learn another lesson. It is afterall a continual learning and growing process being a mom.

We are so excited that little Maiya Reela will be joining us soon as we LOVE,LIVE,LEARN and GROW together as the Fenwick Family!! Hoping we have good news for you soon and hoping some new referrals come out for families waiting. I can't wait to take some pictures of the new litte ones!! Have a great week.

Bailey I am so proud of you and your great grades....Adyn I am so proud of you singing a new song at church on Sunday!! We love you both!
Adyn's Favorite Song he likes to sing goes a little like this:

I wish somebody's soul would...catch a fire,catch a fire,catch a fire...I wish somebody's soul would, catch a fire,...BURNING WITH THE HOLY GHOST!!